3 month anniversary.

It's been 3 months since Layla Grace Marsh passed away..

Dear Layla,

I miss you so much it hurts. I never got the chance to meet you, but I really would love to meet your mommy, daddy, and your sisters Jenna & Claire. It's been 3 months today, it's June 9, 2010 and you left this Earth on March 9, 2010. I love you, Layla. You've changed my life for the better. I truly hope you're having a good time up there in Heaven, with no pain, no doctors, no needles, no chemo, no anything. I know your mommy & daddy miss you very much. I also know that Jenna & Claire miss you just as much. I truly hope that you greeted Genna Hart, 8 days ago when she went up to the angels. I hope Sam is looking after you, Genna, & Sophie. You're amazing, Layla. I miss you terribly and love you always. You're such an inspiration to me. ♥

Love, Jessica. ♥

Tornado watch...

Uh.. great.

We're having a severe thunderstorm now.. with strong effing winds, not mention 1 inch hail is supposed to happen too.. I hate New England.

Memories.

I just got the letter that I wrote to myself in 7th grade! It’s INSANE. I always remembered it but I had forgotten what I had written. Fantastic! I laughed at it though. When I was 13, I wanted to be on the National US Women’s Soccer team.. and if it weren’t for my injury, I probably could of made it. Oh my gaga. I LOVE soccer and miss it terribly, but it’s a little too late for me to get on the National Team.. yet, I can still go our for it in college. WOWZA. Also, I loved American Idol, now not so much. My favourite season (4) has stayed the same though. Carrie Underwood, woot! Oh and I wrote it on orange paper, I LOVE the color orange now, but 5 years ago, I didn’t. Apparently, I was best friends with people that I now can’t stand. I wrote the letter at the After School Club (program I went too after school, hence the name.) I was sitting with Tracy & Kayla.. I only really talk to Kayla now. I wanted to get a scholarship in teaching and/or soccer for college, but that has all changed. I now want to work in the Cancer ward at a Children’s Hospital.

Memories, memories, memories.

[It was written on June 13, 2005]

Rest in Peace, Genna Michelle Hart.

little genna lost her battle today. :( i wish i could do something, but i can’t. there’s nothing i can do. its a huge loss for her family. she was rushed to the hospital yesterday, but it wasn’t here cancer that was killing her. a noncancerous tumor was making her not breathe on her own. the doctors prepared her family for death earlier today, but they thought she’d be fine.. turns out God had another plans. she was 5 years old. battling neuroblastoma for 3 years. she was a fighter. God wanted to bring her back home, so He did just that.

from the twitter account that was made for her updates - “This was her temporary home, it’s not where she belonged…”

rest in peace, genna. you’re with layla now, having a grand time! we’ll meet someday. <3

BB12!

:D

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Relay For Life

Relay For Life = BEST.EXPERIENCE.EVER.

I relayed for Layla
I relayed my grandpa, Roger.
I relay for my mom’s late friend, Sheila & her son, Christian.
I relayed for everyone who is ever affected by cancer.
I relayed for everyone battling.
I relayed for all the survivors.
I relayed for me to teach myself about life and how short it is.

I use tumblr for blogging... well, reblogging.

I highly doubt I'd never really blog about anything. It'll all be pretty pointless.. lol. Anyways, I'm only using Blogger to follow Hailey (friend), BBDish (my summer religion), & Childhood Cancer blogs.

Possibly though, I might start somewhat blogging about Big Brother, nothing major though. BBDish is the best one around, trust me on that one.

Lady Gaga makes my life complete.